Chapter 76 Submitting To Tony:>Ep4

• My experience with Tony in the hotel room had really crossed a line from which I did not want to return. The excitement I felt while it was happening, and again the many times I relived the encounter was something I wanted to experience again and again. My life was getting complicated.
• I had a husband, and although it was really in name only, I wasn't ready to change things just now. I had a daughter at home as well: I loved and cherished her more than anything else. I also had a career, one that I would no doubt have to depend on when the time came to leave my husband. Now, I added the most curious aspect of my life, my relationship with Tony. It wasn't my whole life, but it was a place of escape and at times it was thrilling.
• There was no one I could explain all this to. My girlfriends wouldn't understand and my family, well, they would just go spastic. The only one, who seemed to understand all my tribulations, was Tony. He listened to me and I believe he truly cared about me. I relied on him to provide me guidance and direction. I began to trust Him more and more. That night in the Hotel room, He broke me down. Since then He began to slowly build me back up. He seemed to understand my moods so that he pushed me to a point just before my limit.